My little baby boy. You were my shadow, my best friend, and my confidante. I tried to do the best I knew how when you were sick, but I often think that I put you through too much. I set up a room for just you in our living room because you couldn’t walk, only to find you on my side of the bed when I woke up that morning. I should have slept with you on the couch, but I thought you wanted to be alone. How dumb! And I never thought to put you out on the deck so you could enjoy fresh air on you last day on earth. I miss your big swaying tail, your warmth, your happy greeting when I walked into a room or came back from wherever I had been. You didn’t walk my love, you sashayed. I miss you being in the way when I was at the stove or the sink. I loved you more than anything on earth. You can never be replaced beautiful little guy. To Sir With Love. I cry for you every day.
Love,
Mommy
