I am so sad as I woke this morning … I woke and had to write down what I was feeling … as sad as I am I wanna thank each of you for giving me such loving and comforting words in this community of Boston furbabies … ❤️🥰🙌
This is the part I hate …
You didn’t come home with me last night …. My arms left only to hold your blanket and a locket of your hair ….
This is the part I hate …..
my heart is feeling so much pain knowing I’ll never get to see you in the morning when I wake….to hear the sound of your little nails on the floor at night as you would find your way outside …
This is the part I hate….
My mind searching for all the photos I did take of times you were so spry and joyful and wishing a last one I could take of of your little now frail and grey streaked face….
This is the part I hate….
No more you waiting for me to arrive at the gate from a day of work you would be the first I would greet…
This is the part I hate ….
Deciding your fate …
This is the part I hate…
Watching you struggle as you suffered , watching your little body wanting to rest , wishing I could take away all the pain and hold you and make it go away….
This is the part I hate ….
No more lying at my feet when I ate… no more sounds of you snoring in the night … you stretching in your bed as the sunbeams filled your bed and danced across your fur ….
I lye there and watch knowing one day soon you will be gone… trying to be strong knowing the reason you hold on….
This is the part I hate….
No more rides in the car you will take as I see the look in your eyes of the joy you would find in watching the sky go by….
This is the part I hate…
So selfish I must be for wanting you to stay knowing it is your time to say goodbye … the love the bond … the time I was given …I wish it could be longer … the memories I hold onto …it’s all I have to hold….
This is the part I hate…
My heart can’t take ….
Deciding your fate…
My thoughts as I lay here the words I must get out … till we meet again my loyal , loving , strong , quirky, Boston butt furbaby …
This is the part I hate…..
Knowing my heart will break💔😭😪🌈🙌❤️
This is the part I hate…
Our time here on earth is over … such a beautiful love and friendship I was so blessed to be your mom …it’s time to say goodbye but not forever 🥰 It’s okay to go I know you have to … I free you from this world momma will be okay you’ll always be by my side , get your wings and fly … 💔🌈😪
This is the part I hate….
Momma loves you Odie , you were the best furbaby I could have asked fir… a furever love and bond I thought I’d never allow my heart to feel what I’m feeling now trying to be strong … I was wrong I was not prepared for you to leave me just yet … I miss you already , I my little old man
I know who will greet me at the gate … when I see my fate ❤️😭💔
Category: Memorials
