Alvin, my little baby, as your foster mom, i need you to know I’m devastated. Not because I miss you terribly or I feel horrible that your life was cut short, which all broke my heart. But I’m more sad for you my little baby, I wish you had longer in this world knowing how much you were loved, eating the best foods, getting the best cuddles and snuggles and kisses. You were loved tremendously and in this short time we had together, you were mine, my little baby. My heart aches, it broke again, there are so many losses in my life but yours is the most unfair one. You had only 9 weeks of life and only one of those weeks were with me. In the 8 days you were in my care, I realized how special you were. It was so easy to fall in love with you. I will never forget your kisses or your green eyes, or your lovely snuggles. I’m sorry I couldn’t give you everything like I wanted to. I’m sorry I couldn’t just bring you home, you were suffering so much, you were dealt a pretty bad life. I’m so angry at the breeders who breeded you as micro puppies and then abondoned you in front of the shelter when you got sick with your brothers, Theodore and Simon. I promise I will continue to love and care for them and make sure they are okay. 🙏😭
Alvin – 03/29/2024
