My beautiful “jazzy bear”. Mommy misses you so much sweet boy. You were the MOST docile, kind, loving, gentle mommy’s boy. Life is not the same without you waiting for me in the morning, waiting for me in the evening. You loved to eat. I miss not seeing you my precious little Jasper Henry sitting on the chair on your blankey or next to the sliding glass door or up on the window sill. I still look for you resting in the closet on your cushions as you have done for so many years. My heart is literally broken into a million tiny pieces. I cry for you every hour and I cannot believe you are not with me. Our last moments together were the saddest of my life. I only wanted you to feel safe against mommy in your last moments my precious baby Jasper. I love you forever and ever and ever. You are missed every single second of the every single day. I’m so sorry my baby. You brought me more joy than I could have ever imagined that day I first saw you outside my home. You rescued me Jazzy. I love you to the moon and back. I know you are at peace now sweet boy. Rest in the sweetest peace jazzy. I love you so much!